Elena....My Life!!

I wished her good night as I passed by her home last time. Last time she may not have noticed me for she did not respond, she did not reciprocate. I did wait, but she did not show up, either on the window or on the porch. I think I expected her to do that. But I had to wait; I had no other reason to survive, other than her in my life.This time I did not wait for her to respond. I did not expect her to show up. I did not even wish her good night. I know she won’t miss that, coz she is already home. Home that’s not mine and far away from where I am. But I will pass by her home every night. Every night from today until my desire for her dies in my heart or I die in my desire for her to be mine. They say she is no longer part of our world, but I don’t believe that. Or else why do I still desire for her? Or else why am I still passing by her home every night? She is alive, or at least the part of her that longed to be mine is still alive. Breathing and blossoming somewhere in some corner of this gigantic universe. I am not dreaming, I know that for a fact. Coz I can feel her every time I pass by her home in the night. Elena, my love, I can feel your life. Elena, darling, you still remain the only desire in my life. Wish you had known that before I died. Wish you had believed that before you lied.